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Long time no post

2007-11-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

Thinking of changing blog skin... shld i give up?? aiyah!! rubbish off my mind for now!! reformatted my laptop upgraded to 2GB RAM damn fast! haha in thailand everyday sianed to death!!

Airport

2007-11-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

Bye...sg frens... miss u guys... wish i dun nid go back but have to... got study courses... sianz...my hols is nightmare....currently at airport departing in 10 mins.... lame rite... im travelling alone la...thanks for the memories guys!! hope to go same class again next year....

gotta go when in thailand i post again heehee....

DEDICATIONS....

2007-10-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

Well.... i think its like end of year... so a bit of dedications wont do any harm aiites?? haha...
OK lets start!!

Evelyne: Well... wat could i say to u... best friends... suddenly...anyway... gd luck for everything. Hope you become a doctor like u wishes so... I dun blame u or hate u when u wan to u can always friend me back then... I will be just the same (:

Cass Mei: Love u lots!! thanks for always being there and.... INVITE ME TO UR WEDDING AS VIP!! rmb arh... ur and ur boy's wedding arh... must rmb invite me hor... hehe..(:

Syamim: Genius look!! its purple!! haha... urs special lah... haha... whole thing purple... sry if i ever offended you... HOPE U GO TO 2B next yr!!!! and u r forever my genius kayys...

Sheila: Genius No.1!! haha... dun really know u much at first but then ended up quite well (: Thanks for all the fun times...(:

Caleb: Naughty daddy!! haha... u always make me laugh!! Hope u get ur N95!! and thanks for everything u have done and tried to help me... (:

Chinkwee: Do take care!! and u must! gd luck for everything and thanks for always and always being there.. support u all the way!! heehee....

Bunny family: U guys accepted me in even when in might cause chaos... thanks... and i hope i made my family proud!!

well.. that's about all!! haha... i dun have much to dedicate... if i miss any of u guys out plz do inform me in the tagboard kayss... haha...

SIGNING OFF>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Nearly all results out..... WORRIED!!!

2007-10-23T21:16:00.001+08:00

Hey guys.... results are out lorh... haiz... my history and geog. drop like mad....anyway i report lah hor... as in wdv i have gotten back lah sum haven... tmr i think...

English : Paper 2: 35.5/50

Maths : Paper 1: 35/40
Paper 2: 55/60
Total: 90/100

Science: Section A : 26/30
Section B : 25.5/30
Section C : 30.5/40

History : 68/100
Geography : 69/100
Chinese : 59/100

these r my marks larh... i totally dun wanna go 2A but if Lyne, Caleb and Gifford they all go then ok lah... haha... my frens go then im fine... but anyway still got pressure mah... sch yr coming to an end le... hope she will fren me back soon...

anyway today my mum went back thailand... went sent her off then meet my Geniuses No.1 and 2 lah!! haha was fun... lost my wallet on the bus lolz... big trouble call here call there then went POLICE STATION report seh!! siao rite?? haiz... anw y i so clumsy arh.... haha...

SIGNING OFF anyway hor this is the song im addicted to rite now... i think u guys wont like it....

Credits:

Syamim - for being hottiephobic lolz...
Sheila - for being so kind and clever genius no.1
Lok Yee - comforting me today so sweet of u...
Evelyne - Listening to my apology ( i think u did lah at least)
Natalie - for not doing "crab walk" ^^
Annabelle - for not reporting my marks to mrs.fun

Apologizing

2007-10-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

Sry ppl... i oway dun updated my blog... once i a while i will lah hor... coz my life damn lame and lan nth interesting....

today went out on a learning journey with the class for the second time of the year but the thing is... WE GO SAME PLACE!! CIVIC DISTRICT!! but then hor... a bit different lah... haha... but SUPER BORING lah!! the tour guide totally NO SENSE OF HUMOUR, DAMN NAGGY and the explaination DAMN LENGTHY!! omg was hell hot and with this kind of idiot tour guide haiz... spoil my day....

Yesterday, evelyne talked to me for once in a while... haiz... wasn't a good talk though... am i really sum a reporter?? i was talking to chinkwee coz sian... then brought up a topic then ... haiz nvm... all in all she said hated me 4ever.... seems like no chance le...

now... i feel "moodless" lol.... no mood lah... anyway i think ill credit ppl

Credits:

Syamim - for giving way and be genius no.2
Sheila - for being genius no.1 (kept syamim from boasting lol)
Cass mei - for being lovey-dovey with "boy" so openly
Natalie - for doing the side shift thing thingy lolz...
Esmay - for the sweets and chips
Caleb - for the marshmallows
Annabelle - for sitting with lyne...
Chinkwee - for cheering me up ^^

i think no more liao.... hehe.... ^^ anyway... SIGNING OFF>>>>>

Juz like the dark clouds.... anytime i'll break down

Official Revival

2007-10-12T17:34:00.000+08:00

This is the official revival of my blog after the exams... changing blogskin soon... coz ppl dunnno how to use it...Geog paper today...for ppl hu did question 6 at section C.. did u draw diagrams?? if u didn't i reco u go read ur question paper again... no big deal!!

For me..all r alrite except... Literature... got problem... slpt the 1st 30 min!!! was like so damn scared... then mr.ghazali still coming say wat if dun write till ur hand tired will fail!! Pressure man!!
Fave paper was History, Maths and Geog...hey... doesn't mean that they r easy for me ok... haha... IM not genius!!!

anyway... i realli nid to go home on the last week of sch... haiz... how i wish my life dun have so much prob..juz everyone b like b4...4 months ago... anw... how gd can u feel when ur fren is getting take advantage of?? when u can nth but watch... im so damn worried!!

anyway... i think u guys probably forgot about it but...ya.. i haven't give up... haha... i hope she will forgive me b4 anything happens... anw... wat wil happen haha... im lame rite??

i juz thought that im back into writing poems again... hope so... playing RS and TRIBAL WAR!! chinkwee... ill surpass u hahah.....

SIGNING OUT>>>> wat can i do to help u... anything... if i can i will

"So-Called" Revival

2007-10-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

My blog is like so DEAD!! anyway here is the "so-called" revival so my pathetic blog... changing the skin soon as ppl dunno how to use it...haiz...nvm...

I guess im still not over with the thing yet... coz im so never giving up coz i didn't do anything wrong. so not admitting to it lah... stubborn rite?? anyway today went tm myslef got my self a classical music 3-CD album

anyway gotta mug le...

DEAD blog

2007-10-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

haha...my blog is dead-outdated i think...anw...suffeering from a huge blow...from "YOU KNOW WHO"....but im not giving up....

anw..school life boring...mug mug mug everyday...life is bored to death like of thing...haiz... nth to say...will post again after exams...

Poemss...

2007-09-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

3 poems to post today... recommend on it if you will...first one is the one i mention in the previous post the one that i won my sis with...second one is dedicated to Annabelle and "rabbit"..last but not least..something i cooked up today....

Ever since my eyes sat upon you,
my life became "Dejavu"
I could no longer see myself
Merged into one, can't live without you.

Out of the blue, you sneaked away,
couldn't believe that your heart swayed.
Holding onto you deliberately
Denying the fact that you are gone for eternity

Lunged myself into the abyss
Floating around, feeling amiss
Memories flew by...
Thinking of you as i cry

Endless darkness filled my heart
helplessly, was torn apart
was a fool from the start
Even now, there's still you in my heart

Spacing out when thoughts of you filled my mind
People calling me back, but i denied
Living together in a world with you
Sensation of my dream came true

You couldn't accept my existence
I'm going against your resistance
Matters of heart are like Miracle
get it or not, its unpredictable

Despite the fact that I'm nowhere in your sight
I knew that you were my Mr.right
Imagining myself with you
Everything seem to be wonderful

For now, I shall gaze at you from a distance
Waiting for you to accept my existence
I'm going against my greatest fear
My confession to you, I'll make it clear

Long forgotten all these while
As if I were to fall into The Niles
Is suicide the only way
To extract this heart-racking pain away

When I was lonely, I had you
Now that your gone, Life is meaningless too.
Thoughts from you flow through my mind
the endless pain, so hard to define

What's the definition of LOVE in your opinion
Isn't it suppose to be a joyful union
Didn't realize it's could be nightmarish
caused a person to turn despicable, turn selfish

It's you who stole my heart
It's you who tore it apart
It's you who said always together
And the foolish me thought it'll last forever...

ok..that's about all continue studying... comment in on the tagboard plz....

Totally Defeated....

2007-09-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

haiz...another day at sch..anyway scored 24/25 for maths... but must work harder... i shalll credit my mum for this...coz she forces me to study of course....

today CNA was boring anyway slept through out it...haha...PW was ok... anyway didn't pay attention lah... then maths was ok too anyway boring lah the whole day... and the class kept calling me 'Turtle' haiz...thxx to ms ung... anyway... main point

Decided to give Evelyne the sorry card today... but sheng hong eventually tot it was a joke... so she was pissed... anyway can sum ppl stop asking me to give up coz no matter how she treats me...i still believe this friendship can be salvaged... anyway when she found out i couldn't bare to see when i saw her attempting to tear it not coz its $6 but cz like... i did really wan her to forgive me...TT.TT

so no big deal... happy for u cass and xw... treasure each other alrites...gtg study for geog...

COUNTDOWN TO EXAMS>>>>>

Fainting....

2007-09-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

today... nearly fainted in hall...woah... while singing the national anthem that time.. the vision so blur... then thought couldn't stand it liao went to see ms ung...then duno y she say i look so pale... so ask me go down drink milo...haha... so funny...

today make us do english mock exam paper... i think my standard dropped liao... this is the last week i can use my computer... coz next friday start exam le... haiz... nth to write actually... went out for lunch with my sis and company.. we ate at pizza hut..haiz nth much gtg and study now...

COUNTDOWN TO EXAMS>>>>> not giving up for sure!

sob

2007-09-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

mum just went back... swiss air flight departs at 8.50pm... haiz...

Last night slpt at hotel with mum... so rushed off to sch... woke up 5.30am lolz... I'm really jealous of u ppl hu have ur mum with u... so nvm over with that...

then today as per normal...history test was easy... kinda lah... 22/25 A1 i think... haiz... science 26/30 lost to genius syamim by 1/2 a mark...grrrrr... fed up!!

then PE was alrite nth special same goes for Literature... anyway the whole school hour is practically BORING.....

so after school wanted to eat mcdonald's but mum is here so i think better rush back... then reach home change get my bank book(dunno for wat) rushed off meet her at hotel...

then went to like shopping.... wdv lah... dunno wat to say today... nv do chinese hw cz no mood... and now no mood to post le...

COUNTDOWN TO EXAMS>>>>> not giving up!!

Mum came....

2007-09-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

Didn't update mii blog cz mum came lah...on friday swiss air at 6.55pm landed... before that i woke up damn early for the 1st time on saturadays... 8.30am... and that's fucking early for me lah!

then went to the hotel my mum was supposed to be but of course i found out that her flight was evening 1... was like.... OMFG!! pai seh!!

then met my 2 sis cz they thought the same way as i did...was like...LOLZ... u oso... retarded!!
anyway we went to Marine Parade CC study lah..(unable to believe... my sis studied..O.O)
I actually compete with Jita for poem writing... I WON!!! cz she couldn't finish hers... later i was update it lah...

went to ICHIBAN for lunch..Jita had curry my younger sis had half Udon( dunno wat the hell is that) i had wakame(seaweed) udon and some sushi for each of us... all for $37.50!! i paid for it!! suai seh!!

then after that didn't know where to go since we have time till 6pm++ then Jita suggested to go to TOPMAN to try out clothes...so we went..my younger sis was damn pissed!
went there we like chose sum clothes to try on... i found a blue kinda formal shirt that suits me lah...but jita couldn't find 1 that suits her so...too bad...haha...

then after that dunno wat to do to kill time so like... went to Jita hse!! watched TV and i slept!! wow! 3hrs of slp in the afternoon haha...anyway enough about saturday! anyway slpt at hotel with my mum....

woke up at 9.30am another fucking early day!! spoil my weekend!! anyway ate the hotel's breakfast quite cool though... but was still...haiz... nvm...

then till 4pm or sth we went eat chinchow and youtiao... at near my hse nth interesting...currently at Jita's hse posting this thing ,,mum downstairs toking to guardian for 2 whole hours liao...so got time to post... anyway...going off..

COUNTDOWN TO EXAMs>>>>>>> im so not giving up!!! even 0.1% of chance left

Tuition....

2007-09-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

Woke up early... 5.30am i think... then clash with QX for toilet haiz... so funny... then didn't take bus to school but car instead. nth special in the morning but sat behind evelyne.. then joseph come (damn lucky) moved behind and sit behind him. Today science T&A lolz... was murmuring" what's thermostat?" lolz... in the end guess correct de exactly the same words from the TB! heng sia!

Guess wat..for arts as usual! Hijacked mdm cheong's rag and container! Wakaka... then do colour wheel today... O.o btw my bunni name is BUNNIX!! then my phone ring sia then i realise it rang in during T&A oso but put the ringtone soft but nv silent! 5 missed call seh..turn out not important de!

haiz... then went for recess... ate sth different at last! kway teow!! haha...then went but fir maths lesson! :P

our mother! ms kang as usual so funny! the class was interesting lah!then chinese class the "LIU DONG MEI!!" haha... bt then she was not in gd mood so the lesson wat boring... wahh but scary seh..i was copying the hw from the screen then suddenly cyber cousin(cybelle) and evelyne sitting behind no sound de! omg! over exaggerated liao...pai seh

then after sch went to annabelle house coz later gtg tuition wif her... her mum was like massaging her sis sprained ankle! so scary!!! tt's about all... slping time so tired today later wake up again to study!! COUNTDOWN TO EXAMS>>>>>>>

SIGNING OFF>>>>> btw... im not giving up!!

Tired...

2007-09-20T21:33:00.000+08:00

Today went to dentist!! so painful kena drill!! went at 8.30am dunno y so suai... same time as evelyne... but i waited outside till she finish and come out then go in... so long 30mins leh!! haiz... wat to do?? I wont give up de lorh!!

then the ghost story today particularly attracted my attention... told my ms chong Pw relief tcher for ms connie sun! i think she wana shen hai zi liao(give birth) haiz... no reason other reasons for her not to come rite? haiz... helpless lah!

then after that recess!! SO PACKED!! have the same old thing again FISHBALL NOODLES! lols... nth better... then after that got maths... ms kang came today.. but i nv listen to lesson fa dai(day dream) i think.. haiz then science class mrs samuel so angry for wat oso dunno... so lame lah...

then geog!!! haiz...more more hmwk that's all think wat...haiz....

after sch got tuition... sun bian go annabelle's house then have lunch there after that ate ice cream!! Woah!! the ice cream damn cool lah! mix here mix there nxt time sure eating it again!! THANKS FOR INTRODUCING ANNABELLE!!

then went to tuition but late hehe... did science then met Veronica's(damai friend) the classmate so talkative seh! haiz... then finally can go home but eventualy ended up going to PP with annabelle to pick up rebecca, annabelle's younger sis, lolz... she had ICHIBAN SUSHI then still eat KFC and a bit of burger from BURGER KING!!O.o >.<

then went buy pens and water babies for annabelle me and her sis lah altogether i think around 11.25 haiz...but the pens really nice...

SIGNING OFF.... nid to study for tmr test GD LUCK EVERY1!!!

Another day....

2007-09-19T16:51:00.000+08:00

Deleted my old blog... didn't like it... full of.... haiz... I'm so not giving up! Regardless of what u say! haha... stubborn is the word use to describe me...hihi...

Gonna keep this blog plain and simple...

today a lot of things happen...ms kang sick i think coz nv come school...then ms sum the pick name de program so cool! haha...cassandra the name become tian hui lolz...she hated being call by her chinese name lah! haha.... cant help it de hor mei! wrote 2 new poems today... one on the given theme by cassandra! "he love me; he love me not" i think i wrote a bit off topic.. here it is...

Miles away from your heart...
Are we really that apart?
The Sweet memories that we shared..
Made me lived these days in despair...

The question is, Do you love me?
Don't know it's hard to see.
In what sense is she better than me...
Drowning helpless in the sea.

My paper heart was torn apart
nothing left but broken heart
Is Love your specialty of art?
Don't know why I'm trying so hard...

Thrown into my own world
where there was me and you
can't wait to see things unfold
to the way i want it to.

Why must you change? I LOVED you....

dedicated to cassandra( ur request! )

ok..i think its all for today...